My CT scan results came back the same day and I was thrilled. It is a lipoma and nothing else going on. So the next step is to figure out when to schedule this surgery to remove the tumor and have it tested. Most of these are non-cancerous, so that is a huge relief.
My day at work was unfortunately uncomfortable. The Barium Sulfate Suspension you drink made me sickly feeling all day. My stomach did a lot of talking, no throwing up though. Thats always good.
Parker woke up around 4 am with tummy hurting. He ended up in our bed as I was getting ready for work. He was sick. Poor little guy. I called home almost every 2 hours, "how is Parker?" Shawn would say he just threw up, playing or a sleep.... always good when asleep, cause you know they are getting that much needed rest.
I came home to more fun... Parker had just thrown up on the bathroom floor and was standing in the tub cause he pooped his pants too... total accident, or just didn't make it to the potty in time. He was upset about it, of course, and Shawn and I began undressing, gagging and getting him cleaned up. We threw away those undies!
Preston then threw up too all over his bedding... it was a pile (sorry to be so graphic, I'm just that way sometimes). I cleaned it up and washed his bedding. He has been sick ever since. He so small to, so I worry about him dehydrating. Parker did that last year and it was no fun at all! We spent time in the ER... we've been there many times!
Shawn had to head to church tonight, so I made the boys hunker down on the couch for some much needed quiet time. I could tell they had been playing all day, cause the house was a wreck. So they rested, threw up a little, ate some crackers, threw up a little and now they are both sleeping, very sound. Preston has a wet rag on his head. I looked at him from the chair and told him... "I love you" and he uttered back in a sad little voice "I love you too mommy" awe, melts the heart away. God is so good how he blesses us with such amazing kids! I love those little boys and it breaks my heart tonight knowing I have to go to work tomorrow and can't stay home with them to be "mommy" to them all day.
That's the struggle I get with working full time. I pray and hope to God we can pay off our debts and be in a better place to give more to our children and even others in need. I know God has a perfect plan for our lives, it's just waiting and wondering what He will do next that leaves you in suspence all the time. I have a huge problem sometimes with contentment and I know God constantly moves in my life to put me at ease in this area. He is always teaching me a great lesson in life... to just live it for Him, my family and those who need me.
Well, I very tired, worn and need to go to sleep, so I will begin to head that direction.
Nighty, night and God Bless!